Drizzling

Thirty-one days ago
After to show me for the last time
How little I knew you
You said goodbye in that dawning overground station.
I never turned to look back neither.
I wouldn't have seen anything anyway.
The lights of our first sight were covered by clouds.
Again.
You did not ask me any personal question
I was still confused or embarrased to speak louder
Too haggard or too in love.
You did not see my eyes as my face was down
their secret drizzling.
Veteran in a war I'd never fight
I walked the line slowly
As the sun behind the rain.
Then I was like a child in your arms and you knew it.
They are too open to hug, I guess.
Now I realized how far my mind was from you
and how unreachable feelings
can only be brought by unreachable beings.
Yes. Unreachable
Even for themselves.

cH.